Recently I’ve been feeling very miserable, my self esteem is at its lowest, I’m insecure about myself, I’ve been out of my mind, I used to love to eat don’t feel hungry anymore, feeling mentally weak and honestly I’m tired of life I’m living.
Constantly struggling trying my best to make it up for some people but can’t make anyone happy, everyone is just complaining and upset with me. There’s no appreciation I’ve ever got from people I actually want them to be happy for me be proud of me.
Recently I’ve been cutting people off from my life but honestly there’s only person I miss everything, though after all at a point you’ve to let people go, but I’ve been very weird and I’m fucked up af!
My life’s been so shitty I cannot even explain, moreover just like everytime I’m having nobody with me, anxiety hitting at its peak.
And I’m tired of people’s bullshit that everything will be fine bro it will not, it does not everytime, and I just let people know who’s saying suicide isn’t an option, it’s always an option.
