I honestly don’t know from where I should start, because there’s tons of things going on inside my head and it’s eating me up but it’s very difficult to calm down and focus there’s only one thing in bold which is ‘suicide’. And ik ik you’re like this isn’t a option you’ve to be strong and so much more though it’s okay I’ve heard it a lot.
I may Overthink rn but idk how to stop it, there’s not a single person understands what I’m going through so explaining anything to anyone makes me more annoyed and angry after seeing their replies though lemme share today i still don’t know i should or i shouldn’t but yesterday I fought verbal and physical as well and i left the place where I used to stay and came to another city for now and there’s my office people who’s constantly destroying my stability even more it’s like I’m a dead soul I’m just functioning somehow just because there’s life within me.
There’s nothing I’m afraid of anymore, I just wanna die peacefully, I’m so done with my life, I’m so done fighting for myself being strong evrytime understanding everything, I literally need peace rn and I can only get that by dying and I believe soon I’ll get peace.
I hope you do good and be safe, keep shining, you deserve it. And if yk me then I would request, please don’t come to me with all those same words, I’m tired of listening to it, I really don’t need such empathy it’s fine.
~Sagarika Bhattacharya
Stories Of Life 