Well so rn I’m really feeling so fuckin lonely, I’ve got no people who genuinely cares, ik few people again gonna come giving lectures that parents and family is there well they’re but in life they aren’t everything, you need your own life too where your family doesn’t exist. Rn I’m travelling through bus and there’s thousands of thoughts but one thing clicked on my mind which one is right af and that is I’m being too much available for people again. I should stop this and I’ll, being good to people only means you’re just giving yourself and once they’re done taking advantage, they’re done with you too no matter what happens, no matter what you’ve done for them no matter how much special you’ve tried to make them feel. I’m honestly so done with everything and everyone, I’m so done fighting for myself, finding love everywhere and people just tend to leave you when you need them. It honestly makes me feel sad that how all of a sudden everythng changes when they’re done with you, when they’re done doing things they wanted to, there’s not a single person in my life rn who did not do that, whom i can trust that person will not do such things, even after knowing you give the person one chance just because for once they’ve made you feel happy, you don’t think that they’re making you feel shitty so much, idk what I’m upto, but the only thing i know is I’ve to be a person like before and not be available for not a single person no matter what the person makes me feel like, idk if I’ll ever feel safe and happy.
~Sagarika Bhattacharya
Stories Of Life 