March

Hello guys !! I’m here after a long time, working is exhausting, I’m tired af! guys do smart work and get richhhh that doesn’t mean anything bad but use your skills, think what you’re best at and then decide what you can do with it or how you can utilise your skill. Well enough lecture!! Also, I came here for a reason I started this blog in 2020 and it’s 2026 I can’t believe it’s been that long I always come here to vent, put my feelings through writing I don’t even know who reads and who doesn’t and ik it’ll never bother me as well I’ve never done it for views I only come here when I’m at my low point.

Honestly at this point I’ve started feeling so fuckin lonely like I’ve no friends, nobody to talk to, nobody to hangout with idk I’ve become an introvert af which I was never technically but I feel bad how I changed and personally if I think bout me now I don’t feel like me anymore, Being 23 suckss so far though I turned 23 on 9th March and l never post my birthday on social media for some reason I don’t know what but I don’t like it. So almost nobody remembers my birthday, people from whom I least expected but I did and I have felt f lonely af on my birthday I’ve never felt like that for a long time, I so be like that girl who used to go out alone enjoy life or do things for myself whatever makes me happy but my mind just changed. I so wanna know when did I fall that my brain changed and I think kinda differently now, I’ve lost almost 10kgs, none of my jeans fits me anymore and that’s worst than nightmare. I was never insecure about myself in front of nobody but now I’m. 🙂

I feel somehow somewhere in the process of life I’ve lost myself and I really hope I get my old self back f soon.

Thank you so much for reading ☺️ Hope God bless you with lots of happiness and prosperity 💗

Take care guys ✌🏼

~ Sagarika Bhattacharya