Silence.

Silence is peaceful, it’s perfect and addicted. But any addiction kills you. From finding silence to start staying in silence and start being silent, that stage is really far, far away but once you hit that stage, you’re done with all dramas in your life, all negativity, its the time you need peace and love only for yourself. It’s the toughest stage of life and for me it’s something beautiful too, the darkness in your life when you’re not bothered what’s happening around you.

It’s very hard to get out of it once you’re into it, you’re done with everything in your life, people, friends, family, relationships and whoever around you, when you try your best to be happy but fails to do so. All you get to do is just wish for the things you want in your life. And strangely this is the stage where you don’t even bother u that if you have your life or not but still you’re worried about the people you love, still you think you’re unable to do something if you take any steps.

It’s very hard to go through a life like this, where you’re just alone, not only alone rather lonely. Making yourself convince is not a simple thing, it takes a lot of courage to go through things which take you to that stage where you know dying gives peace too.

Yes, that’s me. I’m on that stage of my life where I’m addicted to silence.

Silence can save you through worst and silence can kill you through the best too.

~ Sagarika Bhattacharya