Heya, I’m back after such a long gap actually. And i hope you’re good right? Well today I’m real sad as I’m on my periods also have things going on around so It’s getting hard to manage.
Yk being a single child while parents are separated also when no one of your family members understands you and they just always burden you with things and make you feel pressured is really shitty af, and here I’m facing the same thing. Today i really had a mental breakdown after such a long time also i cried my heart out , feeling better for that though because crying always makes you feel good but here’s also I’ve issues that tears doesn’t come and i don’t cry it’s very hard for me to cry and express my emotions and feelings.
Also it’s very depressive to be like this with a mental pressure always, when anytime you feel like it would be better if you give up on your life soon or to cut your parents off and lead a better life. I may sound mean but cutting my parents off will make me so much sad, I’ll miss them but it will be peaceful I’ll be able to stay without that pressure and mental trauma I’m carrying from past 15-16 years. IDK why my life sucks so bad i try everything to make my parents feel happy but not for a single time i got that appreciation that no you’ve done a good job. And i don’t think so no matter what I do I’ll get that appreciation from my parents.
Well I’m glad that I’ve a good friend with whom I’m staying, she bought me ice cream just because she knew I’m in bad mood but doesn’t know I’m so upset.
I hope you stay good too, i don’t have anything much to say about, it’s just random rants i do XD. I hope you’ve a great day tomorrow and a beautiful life ahead and stay happy. And thanks a lot to you people who actually reads my blogs (rants) bout my shitty life.
~ Sagarika Bhattacharya.
Stories Of Life 