Heya people, I’m back after long. Well i was doing really good for last some months but recently I’ve been miserable doing bad only, only bad things are happening with me and idk why do i deserve that.
So basically, i lost my last job, I’m doing nothing rn college even not opened yet well that’s a good thing anyway i hate my college. But I’m lucky for the people I’ve, well i can talk about only 2 people who’s close to me, have my back always.
Well let it be, let me talk bout today, the reason I’m here, because most of you who reads my blogs knows i just write shit when I’m sad lol. So recently I’ve started getting panic attacks again and today also i got and that’s for a reason that i don’t wanna disclose. And also today’s one of my fav person’s birthday but i feel a shitty friend that i cannot make her birthday special so i made her to go out with her friend so she can feel like the happiest person ever on her birthday.
And other side, my boyfriend the person who have my heart constantly supporting me to be happy, making me smile over vc’s after i cry, ordering food for me to make me the happiest because yes food does make me happy.
But today again i realized something, the one person for whom you’ll put efforts who doesn’t give a shit to you after that still if you put efforts then that shit can Fuck you up, but another thing is by happening it again and again a time will come when you by yourself gonna back off because something by that person’s fuck up with you will make you do what’s good for you.
And a little suggestion, just be confident about yourself even if you feel stupid. Just be happy and keep smiling hope you all get what you’re wishing for. ❤
Stories Of Life 